S e a s o n s
It has been quite a while since I did anything with my blog. It is the same excuse as it always is: took summer classes to get ahead and then worked. I had about a 3 week summer so I enjoyed that, and then today, I started my fall semester.
Life is crazy. So many things constantly happening. I started my Junior year of High School over the summer and since then, its been non stop going. Sometimes I can’t help but wonder if it will be worth it. If all the hours of memorizing and all the mental breakdowns are going to be worth it ya know? It is so so so overwhelming, but I mean I’m like 98.9 percent certain that it will be. I know I wrote a while ago about being content on where I am and all,but that is still a work in progress. I am constantly working on myself and growing into making myself the best that I can be.
They always say that your teenage years are the years that you’re supposed to be selfish. So I am making these my selfish years. I get a lot of complaints about being too busy to hangout because I am either working or studying. But ya know, I have learned to stop letting it bother me because right now I am going to be so selfish and make sure that I am doing everything in my power to make myself better in the future to be better for other people.
I am just trying to change the world and that starts with myself. So it only makes sense to do what I can right now to make that achievable